Today was supposed to be the due date for my first pregnancy.
Today I should have a baby in my arms, be in labor, or imminently awaiting labor. I am none of those.
Today I should be an emotional wreck. But I am not* because...
Today I am 5 weeks and 4 days pregnant. And nauseous as hell. And excited and nervous and scared.
*Still sad though.
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Oh...Jill I am sorry that this was to be that special day. I'm thrilled though that you have a new exciting day headed your way in the 2010.
ReplyDeleteI'm sorry, I am sure this will always be a day of remembrance for you. I hope you find comfort in the new life growing inside of you.
ReplyDeleteSo sorry. :( Excited for the new little one nestled in, but understand completely the sadness for the one who was lost.
ReplyDeleteI'm thinking about you today. It's a weird combo of feelings...
ReplyDeleteBig Hugs my friend!
ReplyDeleteJill, I recently discovered your blog. (I love the bird motif you have going on, btw!!) I am still catching up on your story, but want to offer my support. I know it must be a complicated soupy mess of emotions you are enduring today. Try to focus on the happy feeling of HOPE if you possibly can, because that is what is inside you right now (literally!). Chin up!
ReplyDeleteThank you for your comment! Congrats on the pregnancy! I'll be praying for you!
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